Greetings. I’ve been away for a while, and I’m trying to catch up. Everything feels like that these days.
I finally started working (which I desperately needed), but every hour feels like hell and I’m drained when I leave. It seems like no matter what I do is never good enough. If I make a mistake everyone needs to make an example out of it. That kind of hostility is common there, and I understand some pathetic people need it because they feed from it, but when is it enough?
Anxiety is ruining my mental and physical health. I’m tired of walking on eggshells every day and I don’t know what to do.